Writing is hard

It's late.
Writing can be so very hard.
Frustrating - because of the diffculty of representing in words the emotions I want to portray.
Upseting - because feeling my characters' emotions is so very close to feeling them yourself.
Lonely - because I am communicating with a Word document on the screen in front of me, that flattens what I try and out into it into black courier new font, laid out double-spaced on a bright white background.

Oh! And I promised myself this blog would not record my angst!